Day 1 30.05.2026

Hi, to whom ever will read this website. I've decided to create this "blog" to stop using Twitter also got anxious that my posts were seen by others. I don't really mind sharing my mind but i felt not really good with it. Have a nice day :)

I am not sure what to post here. For now i will use it as if was my diary. So about todays is not like the best day in my life, id say its far from it but i guess the only thing that will help us carry through this tourment is #HOPE it all will be better in futurue. So yea, the word of the day today will be #HOPE.

Day 2 1.06.2026

Day 2 of posting here, what happend yesterday hmmm...., some girl came up to me when i was smoking cig on a parking lot and asked for my instagram, it was like first time in my 21 years of living when such thing happend so i fumbled the bag, i mean its w.e happens. lol

What else I'v been listening to hella lot of cyberpunk edgerunners main theme really cool song. enjoying it a lot.

Today i am having a really important call in my job, kinda stressed but i think it gotta go somehow. The word for today is #BELIEVE!

Day 3 2.06.2026

Hi today, how to start conversation with ppl. Like on the street it kinda feels like hardest thing ever but really it should be so easy, there are literally no bad things that can come out of such interactions. I kinda admire ppl that work in bank stands and try to bribe you to create an account with their referal. Yea so that concludes second day of June. I hope whoever is reading that (this do not apply to any bot reading that LOL) is going to have a wonderfull day! The word for today is #WELCOMING!

Day 4 4.06.2026

HI. Another day another post. Im kinda buisy latelty cuz uni + work + trying to squeeze some time into my video games. One day would really show it to the world lol, its not time for it thooo. Also latelty i'v been thinking about like writing to like one girl but why is it soo hard to doooo............... I guess ill need to just do it, should i even do it. Yea shorter post today but soo be it.

Day 5 8.06.2026

IM SOOO FUCKING TIRED OF THE UNI BUT ITS FINISHING SHORTLY THX TO YUNG LEAN AKA LEANDOER FOR THIS BANGER

Day 6 11.06.2026

I did not forgot about updating this site, Im just 2 busy recentlyy. will be posting here more often after exam season on uni lol

UPDATE 23:05
Im having a revelation, is telling that "life just is", is worst than calling that life just sucks, like if there is a balance of good and bad things that be happening to you. Cuz like idk, logic is telling me that it should be the best. But i feel its not. I feel like the mundane agony of mediocare life is just sadder than anything sad that can happen to you. I mean its a quick though before the bed while eating granola

Day 7 13.06.2026

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Day 7 19.06.2026

Kinda tired with all the uni stuff like whtat the fuck issss even federated learning all about mmmmmmmgm

Day 8 7.07.2026

Did not pass the examm cba this life kinda 2 harddddddd

Day 9 28.07.2026

Sorry for inactiviti, iv passed all exams been chillin and working on some stuff. Today marks the day iv reached lvl 60 in wow classic lovely expirence

Day 10 05.08.2026

Today i've reached conclusion i hate privliged neoliberal nepobabies, which think they are entitled to anything just cuz parents of their parents did anything in the past, i guess my state of mind got really close to a commie, but its all good iguess. Word is cruel place but there is no other place to live soo like in the end its the best place to live and the worst place to live in the same time. kinda suxxxxxx. Also fuck my life forgot to update this page, iv shoot my shoot on bbq and that one girl iv talked to rathered to talk with some football player its ok, i mean all good, had to just vent thereee about it. Thanks to youngest of the leandoer family for carrying this seasson of the year liek any other season. s/o

I wish it was winter or spring already fuck summer, the most depressing season of all. nothing ever changes the loop closes itselfff nya ^^

Current absence of feeling and slow losing hope of anything ever changing in my 22 year old life is literally the saddest thing ever. Id rather at least feel sad rn, but there is no reason to feel sad nor happy, kinda trapped in little city cuz i am too afraid to leave my comfort zone #life #samllcitylife

Day 11 07.08.2026

Days have been passing sooo fast, watching w.e happens in public discourse lately is soo depressing and the whole mind numbing of the society is also kinda sad, i think i give too much of a fuck about things i have no agency on. Maybe its ok to just live and dont give a fuck about ideological things, maybe its the way to better day to day life?

Id really like to eat a breakfast in hotel, drink coffee after long night. Never expirenced such thing, iv been on holday like twice in my whole life. Im not writing it to vent on "HOW AWFUL WAS MY LIFE", but hmm seems like kinda cool expirience. I wonder wheter my life will change for better like everrr. end of vent. lol.

Day 12 18.08.2026

I feel like prisoner of my city nothing ever changes here, i cannot escape it.

Day 13 19.08.2026

My current goal is to work at valve as SWE.

Day 14 28.08.2026

I feel like iv never been anybody's number one

Day 15 04.09.2026

Someppl could just forefight at my place

Day 16 25.09.2026

Every monday looks like every other monday, every turstay looks like every other tursday. Feeling like i live in a sad spiral which i cant escape, i get this feeling for some time now and it kills what ever drive. Feeling like i got cursed.